I will never be your priority.
But who am I to ask? I'm just your wife, and not your mother because she has all the control in our family.

Soon you will be gone, reaching out your future without us, our son and I.

And it will be real life disaster and never ending pain for me.
Until I don't know when.
Maybe until I take my last breath.

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Lately I’ve been feeling quite insane. My mind is deranged and I am a total mess of lost thoughts and sadness.

I’ve been dealing with sadness for these 3 or 4 months past. I want to cry all my life, to pour out all the sadness and misery laying at the bottom of my heart.

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